Awwww @BlueBay ,
There's so much happening for you at the moment, I can see why you have so many mixed emotions.
A house has so much sentimental value attached to it, even though you are wanting to sell.
I often think about the house I grew up in and in a way, something is drawing me back to visit the property. Then again, I think whether I want to leave the memories as they are (from a child's perspective), or do I want to run the risk of walking into the house and thinking (this isn't how I remembered it!).
I was only thinking about it this week!
And then, you have your baby growing up - as much as you want to hold on to your babies, there's also the understanding that they need to be independent and go on in life. Such a mixed bag of feelings!
As for your asthma etc, I hope that gets seen to soon. I get very worried when my asthma flares up, so I make sure I take my preventer regularly. I had severe asthma as a child, and really do not want it to get worse again as an adult.
Hugs to you. And I'm around if you need a chat,
tyme
