not coping

[Jynx]

@outlander oooh blue with like, white cracks/lightning forks would look amazing! I adore the idea of getting sunflowers though that is just TOO CUTE. I love finding joy in the little things 😊 And people can get so creative with nail art too!

[Snowie]

hi @outlander 

Just leaving some 💗

Hoping things improve for you

Take care hon

[outlander]

hey @Snowie @Sans911 @Jynx @Eve7 @Appleblossom @tyme and all following along

i wont be around much for the next few weeks. i have to have another 2 surgeries and my pain treatments across the next month so i may not be online as much.

@tyme i did see you ask somewhere about the moonboot. i still have the moonboot, i actually have to go back in for surgery tomorrow as int he latest xray there are some bone fragments that need to come out but thankfully its not a major surgery but will mean alittle longer in the moonboot but for the next 3 weeks ill be in for my pain therapies anyway so ill be able to rest and heal it without walking to much
then have a bladder operation the following week after im home so its a big few weeks for me

[Eve7]

Sending lots of love to you @outlander and letting you know I’ll be thinking of you lots over the coming weeks.

Please don’t think you’re completely alone in this because you’re not. Your forum family will be by your side.

💜💜💜

[outlander]

thank you @Eve7 ill be able to read via emails but might not get a chance or privacy to be able to log in.
for some reason i cant log in through my phone but hopefully my ipad will let me.
im feeling pretty nervous tonight. i leave home at 7am tomorrow

[Eve7]

I’ll send regular messages then @outlander  and please don’t worry if you’re unable to respond.

Its natural to be nervous when going into hospital but be assured we do have a good health system despite a few flaws. It’s one of the best in the world.

[outlander]

thank you @Eve7 that would be nice

i dont normally go to this hospital so itll be a new experience for me but i spoken with the specialists across the last few weeks to organise everything and theyve been lovely.
the nurse i spoke to on friday to go over everything was also lovely so makes me feel better.
i decided to take my support worker with me too at least for tomorrow. i hardly have her but i think if theres a time ill need her itll be tomorrow!

[Eve7]

That’s a really good idea to have your support worker with you tomorrow @outlander and I’ll be “in your pocket”.

Im glad the specialists and nurse have been helpful as that must boost your confidence. 💜

[outlander]

thank you @Eve7 i do appreciate it

im going to try and get abit of sleep. thank you for the quick catch up. it feels like a while that ive really chatted to anyone

[Eve7]

Sleep well hon @outlander