I can’t cope

[tyme]

Hey @Captain24 , do you need to speak to nurse oncall or someone to see what you can do? Or is this something you need to ride out?

[Captain24]

I think I need to try and ride it out @tyme. I guess if it doesn’t improve tomorrow I might need to do something. I’ve been heaving a lot lately without actually being sick. Like pretty much everyday. But nothing like today. Maybe I inhaled to many chemicals cleaning the shower screen, the shower and the windows. 

[AuntGlow]

Oh, reality shows can do that! Especially when you see someone living out their dreams and sharing their story - definitely gets me too. @Captain24 

Oh gosh, that sounds awful... when can you see your doctors next? It seems like you might be needing a little extra support right now. 

[Captain24]

I see my GP in 3 weeks @AuntGlow 

[tyme]

Yikes! Please take care! I can't believe the time already! I'll catch you tomorrow evening after my hours of meetings and let you know how things go.

And don't forget to 'see' my face so you'll get your things ticked off the list too @Captain24 !

[AuntGlow]

Okay, this is good to know. In the meantime, please know you can call Nurse On Call, like Tyme suggested. 

I hope you get some rest tonight, we will check-in tomorrow. @Captain24 

[Captain24]

I’m still feeling really sick but I did manage to keep toast down this morning so that’s a start. I feel like I have the hangover from hell but I haven’t had a drink in nearly four years. 

Im tired and rundown and I’m sweating like a trooper. My mood is matching the way I feel. Maybe it’s withdrawals I don’t know. But I’m really not ok. 

I have cleaned the house, folded all my bed linen and towels, finished the front room, dusted and cleaned the windows in my room and cleaned the floor of the walk-in. I’m feel so exhausted. I want to do more but I’m scared to push myself. Maybe this afternoon I might be able to tackle the top of the walk-in. But I will have 3 dogs. 

[Captain24]

 

[Ru-bee]

Sounds like you've done a lot again @Captain24! I'm sorry to hear that you're still feeling unwell but glad that you were able to eat today. 

Are you watching your parents dog this afternoon? 3 dogs sounds like fun but also maybe a bit choatic! 

[Captain24]

It was hard but I had to do it for my accountability buddy. She was in my head when I wanted to give up @Ru-bee 

I feel even worse now after eating. But I guess it is what it is. I just want to go to bed. My thoughts are really bad 

Mum is dropping her in in about an hour and will pick her up sometime tomorrow afternoon.