I can’t cope

[tyme]

@Captain24 ! Sorry, I got caught up on a training course I had to complete. I've been putting it off, and tonight, I thought.. just do it! At least I can tick it off my list when i finish it!

Although I've done all those courses, don't ask me what I've learnt. I feel my brain was on another planet. I remember being inpatient and studying because I had assignments due - hectic, eh?

Oh, and I didn't finish medicine/law because I hated it. It just wasn't for me. I only did it because I had credits that would carry over that that course.

Have a think about what you want to go through with your psych tomorrow. You may not do it all, but worth a think.

Katoomba's always cold! 

Have you been to Tumut? I find the hydro scheme project here amazing. I remember going to the national park there and all the kangaroos are everywhere!

Have a safe trip if I don't get to 'see' you again tonight.

[rav3n]

hey @Captain24 i'm guessing you're probably driving home now? hope the dinner last night went well! 

oo what musicals did you watch in melb? do you still watch musicals now? 

[Captain24]

I’ve just walked in the door @rav3n.

Dinner was good and I got to have breakfast at the place I’ve wanted to since the first time I went to hospital. 

This was the view from where I was sitting

 

[AuntGlow]

Yes, I know it's been a little tough for you as of late. Are you feeling okay nausea-wise? @Captain24 

I am so glad you had a good day, even if being with your friend was a bit draining. Are you headed back home yet? ☺️

I am good! I have been trying to get out in the sun where I can, even though it's freezing where I am atm too. I did sort out a fridge actually!! Nothing too big, just a 200L CHIQ fridge. My housemate only moved in today, but it's going well so far haha 

Thank you for asking. ✨

[rav3n]

such a beautiful view!! @Captain24 even better when you get to enjoy the food you've been wanting to have for a while! you feeling exhausted from the travels? i usually just collapse onto my bed or couch after a trip

[Captain24]

Yeah. The nausea has eased but I’m making sure that I don’t have a completely empty stomach @AuntGlow 

Ive not long gotten home. Everything is unpacked and put away. The washing is sorted for tomorrow if it’s not raining. 

It’s been so cold while I was away and it’s freezing here too. Both my dogs are sound asleep. They are tired after spending the time with mum and dad. They have been going for walks twice a day. Several kms worth. 

Im glad you got the fridge sorted. I hope it goes well with your friend. 

Im exhausted. Apparently I'm burnt out and need to rest. Thats why I have no cognitive function. But find something to do that is relaxing and calming not just vegetate on the lounge or in bed. I have to stop pushing myself so hard and only do two things a day not everything I’ve been doing. I have to do the dropping anchor each day and sit the negative feelings beside me. 

[Captain24]

It was great @rav3n 

Yeah.. I’m really tired. The drive took a while because of the rain and I stopped at two pet shops and got fuel as it’s 15 cents a litre cheaper. 

Apparently I’m burnt out. So that’s why I’ve been so tired lately. I need to stop and reassess what I’ve been doing daily and what I’ve been doing to myself

[Captain24]

Crying

[tyme]

Hey @Captain24 ,

What's happening? How was your day/appt today?

[Captain24]

Hey @tyme 

Im just so tired. 

My app was so good. Some harsh realities. Apparently I’m suffering with burn out. That’s why I’m so exhausted all the time. That’s why I’m struggling with my cognitive function. I have t said much about that but it’s really bad. I can’t think what to do next as simple as a give way sign while driving, I don’t remember that I need to slow down and look. It takes a couple of seconds. 

Im not to push myself so much and I need to rest. But I need to find things to do to rest. Not just vegetate on the lounge or in bed. Like this morning I sat and watched the water for an hour. I don’t know what I can do and that’s now stressing me too. 

This is my view from breakfast 

Plus some of the beach. 

 

  

Did you pop around to that house for the last time? 

Did you finish your sticky note?