I can’t cope

[Captain24]

Hey @rav3n 

I don’t know if you’ll see this but I’m a little excited and wanted to check in with my accountability buddy. 

I have cleaned out the entire walk-in! The top, the shelves and the hanging stuff! I woke up at 5 and couldn’t go back to sleep because it was stressing me out so I just got up and did it. 

Now I’ve given myself more to do!

Clean all the cobwebs at the back of the house

clean all the windows at the back of the house. 
clean the all the shit out the car.

take it to the car wash. 
clean the interior
shower and wash my hair

straighten my hair

clean the kitchen and ensuite

clean the floors. 

I’ll check in as I do them. 

What’s your tasks for the day? 

[Captain24]

Cobwebs done

windows done 

Now to start on the car

@rav3n 

[rav3n]

morning @Captain24, seeing you excited makes me feel excited too!

i've got a few things to catch up in the background of the forums so i will respond properly to your post soon, but i just wanted to let you know i'm here and following along!

[Captain24]

My car is now clean and all the shit removed from it. I have also cleaned the interior. 

Im getting stuff done today! 

Now for some lunch 

@rav3n 

[rav3n]

wowww you're half way through already!! @Captain24 hope you have a lovely lunch.

my list for today:

• follow up on some emailing stuff (which i've done)
• catch up on emails (working on this now)
• catch up on notifications
• read through a report (this might take the longest)
• prep an email template (if i have extra time, if not - i'll do it next week)
• finish my notes

[Captain24]

I’ve had some lunch. I’m running out of steam. I’m feeling exhausted. @rav3n.

I need to clean my house and it’s going to take a lot of self talk. It’s has to be done though and I told you I would. 

How are you going? 

[rav3n]

you have been up and moving for a while now, makes sense that you'd feel exhausted @Captain24 

hope you've taken some lil pauses in between, even if it's just to hydrate. please know that whether you get the cleaning done or not, you've done an amazing job today!

i have done the emails catch up, i started reading the report for a bit but my attention span is dropping so i'm going to switch tasks and come back to it. 

[Captain24]

The house is clean @rav3n. Now to have a shower and wash my hair. That seems like a huge ask right now but I haven’t showered for days and since I’m going away tomorrow I need clean hair. 

That’s good you decides to switch tasks if it wasn’t working for you. Maybe when you have nothing else to do it’ll be easier. You did say it was big. 

[Captain24]

I have had a shower and washed and dried my hair. I haven’t straightened it. I’ve done a load of washing and about to hang it inside. 

I still have to straighten my hair and finish packing. It’s just little things, the majority is done and pack the dogs things to take to mums. 

But right now I’m going to go a lay down. I’m just way too tired. I’ve pushed really hard today and it’s ok, in my mind, to stop and have a rest. 

I hope you are getting through that report. 

@rav3n 

[rav3n]

yes please do rest up, you've worked really hard today and accomplished SOO much!! @Captain24 i really hope you're proud of the things you've gotten done. 

as for me, i've had some last minute new tasks pop up but i've completed them now - deciding to hold off on the report part for next week. i did get the notification done and now it's just email template and notes left (i'll go back to the report if i get more time).