Tabaluga's

[StuF]

Glad meeting/lunch went well @Meowmy 

Good on you for doing it despite apprehension

[Meowmy]

@Dreamy hey dreamy, fully understand how you feel. I had years of panic attacks. Work so hard to get well just to come crushing down. A lot to do with abusive relationship with my mother since birth. Eventually I gained more distance to see my own situation more clearer

 Now panic attacks gone for nearly one year. I hope you can get better

[Bunniekins]

@StuF   what are you up to this evening?x

[Meowmy]

@StuF hey StuF, thanks for support. I am learning social situations may not be the familiar format I am used to but new friends, new format can actually relax and enjoy and friendship could be genuine. 

[Dreamy]

@Meowmy it's horrible. I've been in so many abusive relationships and it's left me unable to function in society. Going to the shops is hard cos I have severe panic attacks, I put my ear buds in, crank my music and get in and out as quick as possible but even then I struggle. I've started to talk to a counsellor but I'm not sure if I can continue after how she left me last session, time will tell i guess. I know it's a matter of finding the right fit but when you've been let down and hurt so many times you kind of get to a point of not trusting anyone. But for now I'm still giving it a go and hoping for the best cos things can't keep going the way they are, something needs to change and I don't want to feel this way forever. 

It's amazing how far you have come and I'm so proud of you ♥️ 

[PeppyPatti]

For about an hour @Bunniekins I became scary think too much woman

@TAB @Meowmy @StuF @Dreamy @Glisten @ENKELI @Bill16 @Faith-and-Hope @Jacques @Zoe7 

And I ordered 2 really big bags of toilet paper and tissues from kangaroo ultrasoft toilet paper because I had visions of us not getting toilet paper like at Covid now we have Iran and Israel fighting. 

[Meowmy]

@Dreamy hey dreamy,  its very hard if abused emotionally and mentally by controlling mothers. The suffering and despair just so much. Loss of opportunities,  down in the rut even though we try so hard and give so much.🙏🙏🙏

[PeppyPatti]

Dear @Dreamy 

You are not alone 

You are important.....

@TAB @Meowmy @Bunniekins @StuF @Glisten @Maverick79 @Alittleorange @imalittleteapot @Glisten @ENKELI 

@MJG017 

[Dreamy]

@Meowmy so very true. Sending you huge hugs sweet ♥️

[Bunniekins]

@PeppyPatti   dont worry PeppyPatty this had to happen.  it will end up okay xxxx